days ahead..
dear.. like what u have said in your previous entry.. things have been abit of tipsy topsy recently for the both of us... especially me.. having the frequent mood swings during the nights...
but, as i have told you.. i just simply care too much about you and your thinking..
it might sound abit crazy... but, whenever you tell me about the matter(your friend..) which have lingered around us recently.. i really feel the dip of mood to the rock bottom.. i really have this sense of feeling whereby i feel i must react to this situation..
and you added, "at least you will not be going to malaysia.." i am really shocked to hear this statement..
in my mind, i kept telling myself.. i must try to take it easy.. with all the trust i have in you, it should be an easy task to do so.. coz, i really do trust you.. but, somehow, i just have this sense of being afraid that things will happen if i don't react to it..
like, i have always said, that you are simply just a "pillar" in me now.. if this pillar is being removed, i feel that everything will just simply collapse.. i really do hope that you understand what i trying to put through in this posting..
lets not talk about all the sad happenings... hmmm... looking at my hp now.. the total number of numbers which is displayed on my "History" under the "Dialled" section is 12.. out of the 12 numbers being displayed.. your number stood for half of it.. hmmm... from there, you can see.. how much u stand in my life... *huGz*
very much of the time, i really simply look forward to the time we are spending together.. even if i don't say or do not show it, all i can say is that i appreciate the time you have given to me.. i really really do..
i hope this time does not lessen as the duration of our relationship goes by.. *muaCkz*
love you....
but, as i have told you.. i just simply care too much about you and your thinking..
it might sound abit crazy... but, whenever you tell me about the matter(your friend..) which have lingered around us recently.. i really feel the dip of mood to the rock bottom.. i really have this sense of feeling whereby i feel i must react to this situation..
and you added, "at least you will not be going to malaysia.." i am really shocked to hear this statement..
in my mind, i kept telling myself.. i must try to take it easy.. with all the trust i have in you, it should be an easy task to do so.. coz, i really do trust you.. but, somehow, i just have this sense of being afraid that things will happen if i don't react to it..
like, i have always said, that you are simply just a "pillar" in me now.. if this pillar is being removed, i feel that everything will just simply collapse.. i really do hope that you understand what i trying to put through in this posting..
lets not talk about all the sad happenings... hmmm... looking at my hp now.. the total number of numbers which is displayed on my "History" under the "Dialled" section is 12.. out of the 12 numbers being displayed.. your number stood for half of it.. hmmm... from there, you can see.. how much u stand in my life... *huGz*
very much of the time, i really simply look forward to the time we are spending together.. even if i don't say or do not show it, all i can say is that i appreciate the time you have given to me.. i really really do..
i hope this time does not lessen as the duration of our relationship goes by.. *muaCkz*
love you....
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