ron & hong

i miss the way you speak to me.. i miss the way you listen to me.. i miss the way you button up my shirt.. i miss the way you hug me.. i miss the way you hold my hands.. i miss the way you cuddle yourself to me.. i miss the way you throw tautrums.. i miss the way you do up the puzzle.. i miss the way you msg me.. i miss the way you try to get things done.. i miss the way you give me the cards.. ultimately, i just miss you...

i am staying on... and on... and on... till the day comes to... anyway, wonder how things are for u now... remember the last promise u make to me.. ok?

i didn't know my love for you have become hurt to u.. i m sorry.. i really truely am..

Im sorry... things changes alot... and i know im selfish... but i really cannot take the stress that i was having then. I like it know where by there is no stress.... feel to do and say waht ever i want. Need not worry too much as to, will what i do affect u? how will u feel? People keep telling me guys in ns will sure to feel insecure but the insecurity is giving me so much pressure... when feel started everything was beautiful. Its fun. and enjoyable... no stress, u believe in me and i believe in you. Those passionate moments.. but everything changes after you went bmt... even when i say that im at work, u seems to doubt in me... Slowly those doubts kills the passion. And that makes being with you seems more like routine then love... I really cannot take pressure and stress.... Im sorry.... I also thought we could last till 7 years as promise... but things dun always go our way isnt it? Im sorry.