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The time where dear is away...

Dear, i dun have alot to say... but i wanna say i miss you... but i will be strong and take care of myself de... so dun worry ok? MISS YOU... MUACK....

Some times...

It has been quite some time since i wrote an entry... all entry is written by dear... haiz... dear i know life in army isnt easy... and because u r sick, u tend to be more yan ou... but i believe that all this will go soon.. but make sure it dun go too far hor... else it means u love me no more... sob.... dear... jus remember and trust me that i can take care of myself ok? and i'll always support u de.... i'll also miss u de... dun worry bout me ok? my silly boi.. hehe... Love you dear.... btw the pilot test jus go for it if u like it... if u dun like it then give up de.... no matter wat is ur decision, i'll always support u de.... Im supporting u all the way... cos im ur gf ma... hehe.... LOVE YOU, DARLING....

feelings..

i know.. my dear will just simply comment me as being silly whenever i say all these things.. but still, i wish to say them all out.. everytime when i gotta let go of u and book in, i really feel a sense of loss.. maybe coz for the past few days when i m out, i was too attached to u le.. may it be just slping beside u.. or watching u do ur things, it will feels good to know that you are just around me.. dear dear.. plz do take care of urself, k.. ? don't always overwork.. do frequent OTs.. really make me worry abt u.. and, try to lessen ur SMS usage bah.. although i know there are alot of pple msging u.. hai.. dun know what i trying to say also.. contradict myself... that is the only best thing i know how to do.........................................................

worries...

dear... every night when i m at tekong.. i will at least spend some time thinking of you... thinking of what you doing at the moment.. whether you had enough of rest.. did u had ur meal.. and, ur safety, etc.. how much i wish i could at least spark a conversation with you during my phone calls to u.. but, it always ended up in a haste hang up.. either you are going to work.. or, i got something to do... hai.. like, how i mentioned.. during the night is the time which i always hope upon.. not coz i can get to rest.. coz i can at least have a chance to talk to u.. really miss u alot when i m away.. hope u could bear the "silly dear", which you always call me, for the time being.. i will slowly get use to it and, won't depend so emotionally on you.. releasing stress and tension off your shoulder.. love you, my dear... *huGz* *muaCkz*

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dear... I MISS YOU!!! :<