why?

why.. ?

why do i have to always reminisce with the past.. ?

why cant i let go.. ?

why cant i just forget.. ?

why cant i just accept the reality ?

why cant i just move forward.. ?

why cant i just carry on with my own life ?

why cant i just sit down and properly think of what i should do.. ?

why cant i just promise myself what i have promised?

why cant i just fake myself to be a happier person.. ?

why cant i just dun be myself.. ?

is it very difficult to be who i m now.. ?

is it very difficult to let me know whats going on.. ?

is it very difficult to live the life you are leading now.. ?

i just want you to be happy.. as simple as that..

people always think that i still harbour thoughts which i shldnt..

the truth is, no.. i no longer have those thoughts..

i just want to help you paint your world the way you want it to be..

may it be for the better.. or worse, i just want to be of some help..

especially what is happening now.. hai..

guess i cant even stand afar to see ur well being..

yes.. i cant..

but, i hope you could solve whatever is happening now.. and, remember, solve.. not to run away from it..

:)