time sure fly past so fast.... and we have been together for months liao... say long nt long say short nt short... but watever it is... dear, im happy u r there.... thank you dear.... =)
dear... this few weeks, it must be pretty hard for you... having some problems with ur work... and still, got to take my stupid and lousy attitude... it must be very unbearable for you... anyway, sorry tat i can't be around for you when u needed me... i hope things will be fine as time goes by... ultimately, you are still the one i want........... *huGz*
why.. ? why do i have to always reminisce with the past.. ? why cant i let go.. ? why cant i just forget.. ? why cant i just accept the reality ? why cant i just move forward.. ? why cant i just carry on with my own life ? why cant i just sit down and properly think of what i should do.. ? why cant i just promise myself what i have promised? why cant i just fake myself to be a happier person.. ? why cant i just dun be myself.. ? is it very difficult to be who i m now.. ? is it very difficult to let me know whats going on.. ? is it very difficult to live the life you are leading now.. ? i just want you to be happy.. as simple as that.. people always think that i still harbour thoughts which i shldnt.. the truth is, no.. i no longer have those thoughts.. i just want to help you paint your world the way you want it to be.. may it be for the better.. or worse, i just want to be of some help.. especially what is happening now.. hai.. guess i cant even stand afar to see ur well being.. yes.....
finally im here to update this heaven of ours liao... hehe... i havent abandon it.... jus that i've been very bz ma... bz with wat? dear all my time is almost spend on u leh... hw do i spend time with the heaven.??? hehe... been spending most of my time with u after im back from chennai... catching all the time that we miss then.... dear, of course i know how u feel when u were out of town la... cos i feel the same ma.... i know both of us feels the same... the feeling is mutual de.... muackz... love you dear... suddenly im lost.... lost of words... =) all i really wanna say is "I LOVE YOU" muackz....
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